her bitch

"You're holding back from me. There's something you're not telling me," she had said. That's how it started. The whole long strange trip to where I sit now. Or should I say kneel now? Dressed in a black lace teddy, black thigh highs, heels, pigtails and a strangers cock fucking my mouth. I feel her nudge me with her heel. Her heel that is stuck in my asshole. I'm thankful for the blunt steel tip. It must be inside me a good 3 inches. I lean forward on my knees and suck faster, arching my back even more to make sure she has access to my sissy hole. We had been seeing each other for several months. I had screwed up the courage to tell her how I felt and we quickly became lovers. Although she never loved me. I was her little sex toy. Big dick, long hair, muscular yet thin. We played out of her biker fantasies. She would call in the middle of the night and whisper into the phone, "Wanna come over and play?" She stood 5'9", thin, nice ass, blonde hair cut shoulder length and straight. Blue eyes. The coldest blue eyes I have ever seen. We did it all, except for anal. She said I was too big. How funny is it now that I'm the one getting fucked in the ass for her? "You should really try fucking his ass," she tells the cock in my mouth. "We have a special little trick to tighten him up whenever you're ready to cum." Yes, we certainly do. The cock in my mouth withdraws with a pop. I wipe the strands of drool from my chin and pick up the condom she has tossed onto the floor beside me. I pick it up and begin putting it on the cock in front of me. It's a nice cock. Thick. Really thick. My jaw hurts. It stands erect at about 8 inches. Clean shaven, black as night. I slide the condom on and assume the position. I scoot back so that Mistress doesn't have to move any. My balls hang over her high heel shoe, the other heel slides out of my ass as she makes way for the big black dick to fuck me. I knew she had been getting bored with fucking me. I knew it wasn't just me either, there was some super sadistic side of her that I hadn't seen yet. A hungry side that needed to be fed. One night after a mind blowing orgasm, she had leaned forward and whispered into my ear, "Lick me." I had just come in her but I've never been squeamish. And it actually turned me on. So I had dropped down and begin to gingerly lick the outside of her pussy. "Lay down on your back," she had said. I did. She mounted me fast and contracted her pussy muscles squeezing my own load into my mouth. "Now lick it you little slut," she had commanded. The authority in her voice had struck a chord and I ate her till my jaw hurt that night. After she had come a couple of times, she dropped off of my chest and snuggled up next to me. "That was fun," she cooed. "So you'll eat your own cum... I wonder what else you'll do for me?" "What do you want," I had asked. "Go to sl**p," she said. "We'll worry about that later." Later came the following weekend. I knew something was up when I walked in. She was wearing a bathrobe but had something on underneath. She had kissed me deeply but kept my hands pinned to my sides. "Such long pretty hair," she said as she ran her fingers through my waist length hair. "I want you to do something for me. Will you do it?" "Do what?" I asked. "Just say you'll do it." "Fine." I had learned that when she wanted something, it was just easier to give in. Besides, how bad could it be? She smiled and led me into the bedroom. On the bed were a very large set of 5" stiletto heels, a pair of white stay up thigh highs and some matching frilly panties. "I want you to wear these tonight." I picked up the thigh highs and the feeling of the material against my hand gave me an instant erection. Her hand snaked down the outside of my pants to rub my stiffening cock through the material. "Me thinks you like, yes?" "Soooo..." I stammered. "What are we gonna do if I put these on?" "Well," she smiled in my ear, "I've always wanted to experiment with my lesbian side so it won't be much different than any other night. You'll just look... well... hot." Her hand grabbed the end of my dick and squeezed. "Now get dressed, slut." With that she left the room. I had always wanted to try this but I had been too afraid to ever ask. And now the opportunity was here... it was what she wanted... so why wouldn't I? I stripped down and began by putting on the thigh high stockings. The material felt so go against my legs. Next the panties which just felt silly as my cock and balls wouldn't even begin to stay inside. And then the shoes. The ends came to a point and I wondered how women ever wore them and walked anywhere. Standing uneasily, I teetered over to the full length mirror and shook my head. What the hell was I doing? Mistress came in that night wearing almost exactly what I had on except in black. God she looked hot. She came up behind me and began to caress my aching cock through the panties. "Lay down," she said. Didn't have to tell me that twice. I laid back and let my legs splay across the bed like some kind of cheap hooker. Mistress dropped to her knees and began to expertly suck my cock. Taking it all the way to the base while needing my balls with her hands. Every so often the tip of her finger would graze my asshole making me moan. Mistress let my cock slide out of her mouth, "Like that do you?" she said and began working her finger into me. I didn't say anything. I just closed my eyes and let her have her way. One finger became two, two worked up to three. My breathing was shallow and I thought I would cum as her free hand began pumping my dick. "I want to try something," she said after a while. I opened my eyes to look at her. What was I going to say? "Okay." "Get on your knees and put your wrists through the middle around your ankles." I was in a trance. So close to cumming. I didn't even bother to ask why or what. I just assumed the position as she stepped to the closet and brought something out. "Now, don't move while I slide this on," she laughed. Her laughter made me feel foolish. It also made me harder. I felt the first leather cuff slide around my ankle just above the little strap of the heel. Next came one wrist, then the other. With a tug and a giggle, she yanked my other leg over to the last cuff leaving me as a spread open and vulnerable as a Thanksgiving Day turkey. She worked my panties down a few inches completing my submission. After securing me in place, she left again to the bathroom and was gone for several minutes. The full sized mirror that served as her headboard afforded me a good view of my situation. I had to admit, I looked pretty hot. Being naturally not hairy, my ass looked pretty good in the air. Mistress entered the bedroom wearing a strap on. I felt a twitch in the end of my cock and a precum spasm in my balls. "Oh my god," was all I could mutter. It was big. Not crazy huge but at least 8 inches long and a good couple of inches thick. She had already put a condom on it and it bobbed crazily in the air as she walked. She walked to my boy clothes piled in the corner and slid the belt out of my jeans. Without saying a word, she walked behind me and took a batter's stance and let fly with one hand. "Ohhh," was all I was able to grunt. The next few strokes fell one after the other. I buried my head in the sheets and clenched my fists strapped in to the spreader bar. My feet danced in place in their high heels but could find no escape. I thought she was going to tear the skin before she stopped. My ass was on fire and several of the blows had come dangerously close to my balls. Tossing the belt into the corner and breathing hard, she came to me on the bed and whispered, "That's what happens to bad girls. But you're going to be a good girl, yes?" "Yes," I said through gritted teeth. Her hand rubbed my red ass. "Wow," she said in genuine amazement, "you should feel the heat coming off your ass right now. But," she paused tapping a finger on my asshole, "I guess you can." The bed jiggled as she moved off and behind me. I felt something cold and wet being smeared on my ass. Fingers invaded me again spreading the lube far inside. My balls ached they were so full and as she hit the back of my prostate with her fingers, my cock would twitch and threaten to cum. Satisfied with the lube job, she withdrew her fingers and rather unceremoniously started feeding the big dildo into my ass. With all of the fingering to stretch me, it slid right in. It was so big. I let out another gasp. But it was soft and feminine. I was dropping into the role she wanted me to play. My balls hurt from the pressure, my cock strained for release. I had gone insane with lust and existed only to do what she wanted. "Tell me you want it sissy," she sneered. "Ask me to fuck you." "Please fuck me Mistress," I said in a little girl voice. "Please fuck my ass." I looked up into the mirror and saw her grinning. With the end of her cock in my ass, she moved her hands around to hold my hips and slowly feed the monster into me. I felt so full. It went so deep that I didn't think I could take anymore. She withdrew and began to rock back and forth, fucking me slowly. "That's it baby," she said softly. "Take that cock." I put my head back down and closed my eyes. She was picking up speed but the pain was subsiding. I was so hot. And then without any warning, I came. Each stroke of her cock in my ass produced another long spurt of jism across the sheets. After a while, I stopped but Mistress didn't. She continued to pummel me and I could do nothing to stop her. "Like that baby? Wait till we go get you a real cock." My heart skipped a beat. I felt cold and clammy. Slowing suddenly, she moved up closer and reached underneath to feel the sticky mess I had shot onto the bed. Her cum covered fingers found their way to my mouth as she slowly fucked me now. "Looks like you enjoyed this tonight." Her fingers smeared the cum over my lips. "Lick those off now," she commanded. I did. My own cum was cold and tasted like nothing it had before when I licked it out of her pussy.. "Better get used to taste of cum baby," she said. "I've got plans for you." I can feel the toe of her high heels sliding under my balls. I'm on all fours positioned right over it. The big black cock is lubed up and pressing against my back door. I try to relax. I try to let it in without clenching up. It'll hurt if I clench before he's in all the way. "Don't worry about being careful," Mistress tells the cock. "She loves it rough." He. She. It. I'm not sure what I am anymore. Big hands wad my pigtails up into reins. My head is pulled back and I let out a slow exhale. The big cock rams into me in one fluid motion. My back comes up from it's arch as the pain shoots through me. Mistress gives me a small kick in the testicles with her foot. It's nothing compared to what is coming when the cock starts cumming. I think back to our first night out. She had on her big flat silk hat and sunglasses. She was even smoking that night. A ridiculously small cigarette stuffed into a long black holder. It was her movie. And I was merely a prop. She had led me in with a leash around my cock. The chain trailed up and under the front of the dress. I was getting better at walking in heels by that point but I still teetered around like a d***ken prom date. We took a booth in the back. There weren't many people there. A couple of guys at the bar, a creature of indeterminate sex behind the bar. A fat man in a bad suit had turned around to watch us come in. I saw Mistress wave at him as our drinks arrived. I gulped mine down as she motioned him over. He was repulsive. In every way. And obviously d***k. He thudded down in the booth next to me, his hand immediately shooting up my dress to caress my stocking covered thigh. "Hiya," he said to Mistress. "I'm Larry." "Hello Larry," Mistress replied. She was at her condescending, hateful best. Larry was too fucking stupid to notice. "Tryin to get one of these fags to give me head," Larry announced. Mistress smiled and held up the leash. She gave it a small yank, "Get busy," she said without looking at me. Larry looked at me and fumbled with his fly to get his dick out. It was small. Like Larry's brain. Mistress gave my leash another tug, sharper and with the threat of harm. I leaned over in the booth and took Larry the idiot's cock into my mouth. I couldn't really move because of Larry's belly. I felt another tug on my leash and sat up. "Get under the table on your knees." I slid under the table as ordered. At least from down here, I didn't have to look at Larry, just his dick. I began to suck it in short fast strokes to keep from hitting my head on the table. Above me, I could hear Mistress and Larry talking about something. God knows what. As they spoke, Mistress's foot found my it's way up my leg. The tip of her heel found the middle of my panties and with a long scratching raking motion, she lowered my panties to half staff around my thighs. This was a first but I was in too deep at this point. Whatever she wanted, she would get. The heel came back up my ass and began probing for my asshole. I stopped sucking for a moment and waited. Larry must have told her I had stopped because her foot left and then came flying up to crush my balls. I moaned loudly into Larry's cock and I could feel his belly shake with laughter. I began sucking again hoping to just get this idiot off and get rid of him. Mistress must have looked under the table as her heel now found it's way to my asshole without any problems and began to slide in. Her heel slid in out of me while I sucked Larry's dick. It wasn't long before I felt the dick in my mouth get harder. The table bumped slightly as a large load of cum shot into my mouth. I held it there and let him shoot rope after rope of jism into my mouth. Larry zipped up and hurriedly left. I remained under the table and let the cum leak out of my mouth and onto the floor. Mistress's heel remained in my ass as I watched a pair of cowboy boots walk towards the table. It was to be a long night. It seems so long ago. But here I am now, on all fours getting my brains fucked out. I've relaxed now and the big black cock is sliding smooth and fast. My neck is still craned back as the reins of my pigtails are clenched tighter. He's about to cum I figure. A wave of anxiety runs through my stomach. "Ah yeah," the cock says. "Here it comes baby... here it comes." "Tell me when you're close," I hear Mistress say. Tears run out of the corners of my eyes. "Oh yeah... oh shit yeah... here I cum," the cock moans in a howl. The tip of Mistress's show leaves my balls and I can hear her shift her weight. Her foot flies up and kicks me hard. My stomach muscles contract, my asses clinches tighter and the big cock in my ass explodes a fountain of cum into my sissy hole. Again the foot flies and my ass tightens again. My legs are shaking with spasms, the big cock buried to the hilt. I begin to recover and relax. The big cock slides out of me. Mistress calls it her 'double tap'. "Clean it," I hear Mistress command. I turn and the big slimy cum covered cock is shoved back in my mouth. I taste my own ass and the big cock's cum. I lick the balls. I clean the sweat off of his taint. He offers his ass to me and I clean that also. I don't know what I've become. The cock leaves. Mistress smiles down at me. "You did will dear. Now you can have your reward." More degradation. More humiliation. I begin stroking my cock with my panties still around my knees. Mistress offers her foot and within seconds, I cover it with my own cum. "That's a good girl. Now clean it off." I bend and suck my own spew off her foot. My ass is sore. My balls ache. I am hers now. The point of no return was long ago and now there is only the freedom of doing her bidding and forging into darker depths. God knows where this road will take me but there is no leaving the path now.